To get things clarified, I was mostly straight before this happened, although I suppose I’d been curious for some time.

My name’s Jack and I’m 42. A widower for the last four years, after my wife Becky had succumbed to cancer. I’d still not gone out with another woman. It just didn’t feel right.

I had a 20 year old son, Lucas, staying at home. Just two years ago, he came out to me. It wasn’t really a surprise, as he’d never shown any interest in girls. It was no big thing. Live and let live is what I say.

One day he was so nervous, it was obvious he wanted to ask me something but didn’t know how.

“Lucas, for God’s sake, spit it out, I can tell you have something to ask me.”

He looked a little shocked by my forthright manner but decided to open up.

“Okay dad, you know I’m gay, right?”

“Duh, obviously.”

“Well I want to ask if my boyfriend can stay the night….. and in my bed!”

“You didn’t even say you had a boyfriend, Lucas.”

“Sorry dad, his name’s Alan, you’ll like him.”

I paced the floor, wondering if I could handle hearing my son fucking with another guy in the room next door.

“Hell, of course son, when are you planning on bringing him?”

“Tonight, if that’s okay?” His eyes were like a puppy, tugging at my soft heart.

“Why not? I could cook us a meal. Get to know one another.”

“Yuck, that sounds creepy dad. He’ll think you’re after a threesome.” Lucas laughed.

I couldn’t admit it but the thought made me hard.

They decided to have a night on the town and I didn’t hear them come in until 2am. I was unable to sleep until I knew he was safely home.

The walls between the rooms aren’t too thin but they couldn’t conceal the contented groans as they were near to cumming.

Shortly after, I needed a pee and made my way along to the bathroom. Alan was just coming out, wearing nothing but a pair of tight underpants. I could see there was a drop of white liquid on the corner of his mouth.

“Hi, it’s Alan isn’t it? I’m so pleased to meet you.”

Alan wasn’t sure what to say in reply, merely grunting in acknowledgement.

“Looks like you still have some toothpaste on your lip.” I suggested and walked into the bathroom without another word.

I stood in front of the toilet and started to pee. My mind was racing at the thought of Alan sucking my son off. We both knew it was spunk on his lips and I wondered how he would act in front of me in the morning.

When I got back to my room I lay down and started to stroke myself, all the while thinking of Alan’s soft young lips around my shaft. I soon spunked over my hand and after a short hesitation, I licked my wrist, savouring the taste. The taste of cum wasn’t new to me, I’d often lick Becky out after we fucked and I did enjoy it.

Ever since Lucas had come out, my mind had wandered over to thoughts of gay sex. I was sure no woman could replace Becky but another guy?

In the morning, I was first up and was downstairs cooking breakfast, when Alan appeared wearing one of Lucas’s gowns.

“Lucas is just having a shower, he’ll be down shortly.”

“Good morning Alan. Have you brushed your teeth yet?”

My sarcasm didn’t go unnoticed.

“No spunk on my lips today……yet.” he hit back with a smile.

We both laughed.

We sat and had a coffee before Lucas came down. Alan was easy to chat to but I couldn’t get the thought of his spunky lips out of my mind.

Over the next few weeks, Alan was a regular visitor and I really thought he was getting serious with Lucas.

Then one evening, out of the blue, the doorbell rang when I was at home alone in the evening. I opened the door to see a distraught Alan, sobbing away.

“What on earth’s the matter, Alan?” I asked genuinely.

“It’s Lucas…..he’s dumped me!” Alan blurted out, whilst crying.

“So why come here?” I queried, maybe too harshly.

“I hoped I could speak to him. It’s no fun being dumped by text.”

“Wow! That’s mean, it’s not like Lucas. I’m so sorry.”

“Can I wait?”

“You’ll have a long wait, he’s spending the weekend up north, at his grandparents.”

I drew him to me and gave a consoling hug, only he didn’t want to let go and to tell the truth, neither did I.

For some reason, I started to gently kiss his neck. His sobbing turned into a moan of pleasure.

It seemed so natural when he moved so we could look at each other and only a second passed before our lips met. That first kiss was slow and sweet but turned into a passionate frenzy and as he withdrew, he panted out ” Do you want to see me with spunky lips again?”

“Oh fuck, yes. As long as it’s my spunk.”

“You bet!”

Alan took my hand and led me upstairs, his sexy ass wiggling in front of me. We again kissed at my bedroom door.

“Are you sure about this?” I tried to reason but my cock had won the argument.

Alan pushed me onto my back on the bed and started to pull down my slacks and y-fronts.

He exposed my cock which was 7 inches of hard meat. He started by licking my upper thighs and I moaned in appreciation. His tongue flitted around, teasing me near my balls.

I was still quite hairy down there but it didn’t deter Alan. He actually gently tugged at my pubes with his lips, making me groan with pleasure.

When his lips finally touched the head of my cock, it was ecstasy.

Becky had sucked me but only occasionally and as I knew she didn’t really enjoy it, it dampened my enthusiasm for it with her.

On the other hand, it was so obvious that Alan loved cock. His tongue searched every inch and I had never felt so horny.

It had been a few days since I wanked and I knew there was a fair load built up to give him. As he licked at my balls, I warned him I was soon going to cum. He just looked me in the eye and smiled, before wrapping his lips around my shaft.

It was truly the most amazing orgasm I had ever experienced, as I pumped shot after shot into his young, willing mouth.

He didn’t seem to want to stop sucking, as he licked my throbbing cock clean.

I pulled him up to me and instinctively kissed him. The taste of my own spunk was not alien to me. What was, was the eager probing tongue of another man.

We lay in each others arms and kissed each other for maybe five minutes, without speaking a word. I was first to break the silence.

“Alan, i’m so sorry for taking advantage of you.”

“Shush Jack! I’ve had a crush on you for weeks now. That’s why I came over. Now me and Lucas are finished, I wanted you.”

“What made you think I’d let you do this?”

“Nothing but hope.” he purred and kissed me again.

I don’t know why but I suddenly said “I want to suck your cock, Alan, I mean it.”

“Wow! I’m not going to refuse but are you sure? So far, you’ve just enjoyed a bj from a gay boy but do it yourself and your status may change.”

“I don’t care.” I whispered as I leaned forward to kiss him again. This time my left hand was rubbing his chinos at the groin.

I got a strange thrill as I felt his cock react to my touch. I so wanted to do this.

I pulled down his zip as we continued kissing. He was just wearing a thong, which I massaged, enjoying the heat and firmness. He stepped out of his chinos and turned around.

“What do you think of my ass, Jack?”

“It looks fucking lovely.” and I went on my knees to kiss his round ass cheeks. Alan giggled and let his thong slip down, exposing his pink button.

What was I doing? I was now kissing his hole and letting my tongue slip inside him.

“Oh Jack, you’re definitely coming out of the closet.”

I span him round and his six inch cock smacked my cheek. I gasped at the beauty of it.

The tip was glistening with pre-cum and I instinctively flicked out my tongue. I was shocked at how it felt and tasted. The head was spongy and the juice oozing out had a taste that was strong but kind of sweet. I was hooked!

“Ooh Jack, you’re a natural cocksucker”

That spurred me on and my tongue started to explore his cock and balls. Alan was fully shaved down there and I just loved nibbling at his tight ball sac. I put my lips around them and sucked slowly at each one in turn.

“When you’re ready just fire in my mouth”, I panted excitedly.

“Got loads for you, honey ” Alan replied lustily.

Honey? A guy was calling me honey! Thing was, I loved it. It seemed to unearth a sluttiness inside me that I didn’t know was there.

My lips tightened around his pulsing shaft and I sucked like crazy, willing him to fill my mouth with his precious seed.

It was only a matter of seconds before he started to fire his load. Being young, he had loads to give. It felt as if it was happening in slow motion, allowing me to remember every small detail. The first jet was warmer than I expected and went down my throat without touching the sides. For his second and third spurts I managed to use my tongue to manoeuvre so that it got coated. I gulped his sweet juice down as his fourth spurt came out. i used my mouth to suck the remaining cum out and licked his softening cock clean.

“If you kiss me now Jack, you’re as gay as me. You know that don’t you?”

I thought for a few moments, then stood up and planted a firm kiss on his lips.

“I’m not gay. You’re the only man I want.” I said sincerely.

“Sweetie, you are gay, embrace it.” he insisted.

“I’d rather embrace you.” I said as I put my arms around his waist.

“You are staying, aren’t you? Lucas is away and I want to wake up with you.”

“Of course honey. That sounds heavenly.”

We both had showers, me first and as I lay naked in my bed I pondered what had just happened. I’d never considered myself bi but now Becky was gone, I didn’t want to make love to another woman. I was still shocked that I had taken to cock so easily. Was it a novelty, a one-off?

No, I actually began considering the future, wondering if Alan would be a part of it.

He came through naked and I realised how gorgeous he was. His natural blonde hair and blue eyes made him look adorable. His hairless body was like a woman but his cock made him so masculine.

He climbed into bed and started to spoon me, gently kissing my neck.

“Alan, why did Lucas dump you?”

“You sure you want the truth Jack?”

“That’s why I asked. “

Alan sighed and said “Okay, there’s no sugaring this. He wouldn’t take anal. I’m versatile but I need to give as well as take.”

Once again, my mouth beat my brain and I blurted out “I’ll do it.”

I felt his cock harden against my ass cheeks and he pushed forward a little, making me gasp.

“Fuck me Alan, I want you so much.”

“Jack, I never thought you’d be such a slut so quickly.” Alan whooped.

I could feel his erection between my cheeks and it felt so good. I’d never wanted something as much as I wanted him to enter my virgin ass.

Alan moved me, so I was on my back and asked me to lift my legs and hold them over my shoulders. That left my pink ass open to whatever he wanted to do. He wanted to kiss it and lick it. I’ll never forget the feeling when his tongue slipped inside my tight hole. I was tingling all over and my cock was rock-hard.

He disappeared for a moment to the bathroom and returned with a tube of vaseline. With his forefinger he started to massage my dry crack, gradually loosening me up. It felt so good as his finger worked its way in, preparing me for his cock. He lathered it with vaseline and made his first assault on my ass.

I yelped like a little girl but didn’t want to disappoint Alan, so gritted my teeth and let him push further without resistance. It hurt like crazy but I’d always had a high pain threshold.

I was where I wanted to be, impaled on his cock, as he slowly pushed all the way in. Once fully inside, he stopped and looked me in the eyes.

“Imagine me doing this to you every night, lover.”

“Mmmmm don’t tease me baby, I’m yours whenever you want me.”

“Right answer honey.” and he started to slowly withdraw and slide back in, building up a rhythym. The pain was diminishing as his cock rubbed my prostate and sent a wave of pleasure through my entire body.

I was now his plaything as I jerked at every inward stroke, moaning loudly, encouraging him to make me his.

I was first to cum and spunk splattered up and onto my face as he pounded me, rubbing my prostate and sending me wild.

That just pushed him over the edge and first I felt his legs stiffening, then he too started moaning, as I felt him fill me up with his hot cum. I was now where I wanted to be, under the spell of his cock.

He withdrew slowly and put his head to my ass and started to lick the cum oozing out of me.

His tongue soothed my ravaged hole as he drank from my well.

I lowered my legs and he was quickly up at me, licking my cum from my face and then kissing me, swapping our love juice. I still felt so horny.

As we lay, spent, I spoke.

“I’m a bit tender down there but that was wonderful.”

“You took it like a true slut.”

I loved him calling me that, I don’t know why and I moaned in appreciation.

“I don’t want this to be a one-off, Alan.”

“It won’t be, trust me” he said with some assurance.

The events afterwards would test that to the limit.