First Time on HotGuySecret
I knew early on in my life that I was bi-sexual. I developed a fetish for crossdressing and had sexual fantasies about sucking cock and getting fucked by a man. But as soon as I ejaculated, I felt ashamed of myself. I also wasn’t attracted to men the same way I was to women.
So, I dated females and lived with this corner of me psyche, randomly having me fantasising about dressing up in women’s clothing and getting used by a man. I tried gay porn out of curiosity, but it did nothing for me.
However, trans and sissy porn did do it for me, but my main go-to was wife sharing porn. That involved no bi-sexual fantasies for me. I was only turned on by the idea of a man watching his wife or girlfriend getting fucked by another man.
Rather than feel ashamed or try to change my thoughts, I accepted who I was and continued to date females. I did go on a gay dating site a few times. I became aroused by the photos of hard cocks being offered, but then I would delete my account without actually meeting anyone. I trusted my instinct that once I’d cum I’d regret it.
When I was twenty-one, I broke up with a girl and began having those cock fantasies again. I rejoined the site and posted a few pictures of my arse and average erection for the first time. I also began messaging a few guys. It was exciting.
Knowing what would happen once I shot my load; I held off from cumming and very nervously agreed to meet an older guy at his house. His name was David, a 40yr old, gay singleton. His reviews were plenty and very good, so I decided to trust him.
When I arrived at his nice home in a sleepy suburb, he quickly invited me inside and shook my hand. David was about 5’11, a little taller than me. He was well dressed and clean shaven with short dark hair a slight gut.
He knew I was a virgin when it came to men, so he was very understanding and patient with me. I told him the truth about me during our chats online. He suggested we talk over a cup of tea or coffee, but I told him I preferred to just get on with it.
Despite my nervousness, I was very horny to suck my first cock. David grinned and led me upstairs into his bedroom.
As we undressed, he told me I had a fit body. I was toned back then. I’m 5’8″ with short blonde hair and blue eyes. David then lied down naked on his bed and spread his legs, grinning at my fascination with his cock. I knew it was 7″ and I’d already seen lots of photos of it, but seeing it in real life, ready for me to play with, had my own six inches rock hard and leaking pre-cum.
I lied down on my stomach, between his legs, and took his cock in one hand. It was smooth, taut and clean. David watched me and sighed as I began to stroke his shaft. All my nerves evaporated. I wanted to do it. I wanted to be there.
I licked the tip and swirled my tongue around the head, concentrating on the sensitive underside. I became too excited and rushed getting him inside my mouth. I was sucking and bobbing my head, mindful not to touch his cock with my teeth. David was breathing heavier, but I’m sure he’d had better blowjobs before.
I didn’t think about that, though, I finally had cock in my mouth. I was giving a guy my first blowjob and tasting someone elses pre-cum. I licked the shaft and gently sucked on his balls. Then David raised his arse and told me to rim his puckered hole.
It was hairy and I became unsure in my mind as I brushed my tongue across his anus. I’d never even rimmed a girl before. I was grateful for his hygiene and quickly relaxed, stroking his cock while I tongued his arsehole.
David then asked if I was ready. I knew what he meant and nodded my head. He had me get on all fours near the end of the bed. He returned the favour and rimmed my tight, virgin opening before he heavily lubed it with a greasy finger.
It felt so good. David was gentle. I’d stuck my own finger up there before, so I took it easily. He played with my cock and balls for a few minutes, loosening up my back door until he thought I was ready. He then slowly withdrew his finger and stood up behind me.
“Relax, Josh. I’ll take it easy, ok?” he said, opening a condom.
“You can do me bareback, if you want?” I gasped. My mind was lost to lust and desire.
“Are you sure? I’m clean. I get tested regularly and I don’t go bareback with guys on that site, but I trust you’re a virgin.”
“I’m sure. I trust you too,” I said, having lost my inhibitions.
“Mmm, ok then. Let’s do this.” David applied more lube to my arse before he pressed the head of his cock against the tight opening.
“Ahhh! Fuck!” I gritted my teeth and put my face in the bed. His cock was stretching me open. “Ahhh! Shit!”
“Mmm, hold still. Ohhh… that’s lovely, Josh. Mmm… lovely and tight.”
David entered me slowly, pulling my waist back towards him. I whined in pain, but I wanted him to continue. He thrust gently to get it in. The deeper he went the louder I groaned, until his cock was buried balls deep in my arse, filling me completely.
“Uhhh… fuck… that feels amazing!” I panted.
“It does, doesn’t it,” he sighed, resting his balls against mine.
I felt so full. There was discomfort and some pain, a slight stinging sensation, but lots and lots of pleasure when David began to slowly fuck me. This is how it feels to be a girl, I thought.
“Fuck me…” I breathed.
“Mmm. My tight little virgin wants me to fuck him, does he?” I knew it was a rhetorical question.
“Yes! Fuck my pussy!” I cried out.
David chuckled and began to thrust harder and faster, eventually slamming into me. It hurt and felt wonderful at the same time. His balls slapped against my cock and swinging nuts. I was getting fucked with no regrets.
David’s hand gripped my waist while my hands gripped his duvet. I closed my eyes and concentrated on the deep pounding I was receiving. I was awed to feel a cock inside me, hard and thick, filling my arse.
I could hear David’s grunts as he enjoyed the tightness around his length, squelching with the lube as he fucked my brains out. I opened my eyes and looked underneath my body. Wow, I thought.
As David’s cock hammered into me, I saw his heavy balls swinging and a long string of cum leaking from my cock. I was only semi-hard, but I was leaking onto his bed.
“Ohhhh… here it comes, Josh!” David warned me.
“Give it to me! Fuck me!” I moaned, in pain and pleasure.
“Ohhhh… yes! So fucking tight! Mmm!”
“Fill me up!” I begged, reaching far under my body for his balls.
“Mmm! Ohhh! Mmm! Ohhh. Fuck!” David pumped quicker, making urgent noises as I fondled his balls.
He suddenly lunged into me. I felt him grip my waist even tighter and then he grunted wildly. I felt so dirty, taking another man’s cum in my arse, letting him use me. My cock was dripping like crazy as he became the first man to empty his nuts inside me. I felt proud of myself.
After he had finished, David slowly pulled out and gave my arse a gentle slap. He sighed heavily, satisfied. I hadn’t cum and he wanted to suck me off, but I declined and said I got what I came for.
He understood and I drove back to my parent’s house with his seed leaking into my boxer shorts. When I arrived home, I masturbated, shooting warm cum all over my body while David’s seeped from my battered ring-piece.
I didn’t feel shame or regret. I put it down to experience and got myself checked out. When I received the all-clear, I vowed never to do it again. I returned to dating girls… but when that relationship ended… I was back on the site meeting another man for no strings attached sex.