My dad and I on HotGuySecret
So since my last post there was a whole long stretch of nothing much happening, not enough to post about. Dad got really into one of his gfs, he’s got a few of them but they come and go. But this one, they decided he would mostly stay over there. He’d come back over here once a week, get some different clothes. Sometimes he would stay over. A couple of those nights he would jack off in the middle of the night looking at his phone. Once I just acted asleep like before but another time I jacked too. I don’t even know if he knew I was doing it, he had a real rhythm going, he shot his wad and passed out like he does.
I had a hookup over a couple times. The second time he was fucking me and I couldn’t help it, I started to think about my dad. I was on my back but then he wanted me to turn over. And it was easier to think about my dad, I was looking over by the closet and a pair of his underwear was on the floor and I just stared at that. And then I started thinking about how my dad was bigger than this guy and I started clenching and came, and the guy came at the same time.
The next time my dad was over he found the condom wrapper by the bed when he was looking around for stuff. He gave me a big grin, said looks like you’ve been having fun. He didn’t ask for details but I jacked off that night and thought about, what if I told him.
I got a fleshlight just to try one out. And I got a dildo. And I kept thinking about him when I’d use it on myself. I kept thinking I should stop and I’d leave it alone for a couple days but I’d get too horny and I’d do it again.
So yesterday he showed back up and said, sorry bud I’m moving back in. I don’t know why it ended with him and the gf, but maybe she found out she wasn’t the only one. Not really sure. It sounded like he had been kind of pent up over there. First thing he did was order a pizza for dinner and eat in his underwear watching movies. It sounds stupid maybe but he looked so fucking hot doing that. Just randomly scratching his nuts.
He had that wired up energy and I got a feeling it was going to be a porn night. I didn’t know whether to try and work it so he would watch it on the tv in the living room or try and be next to him in bed when he was jacking. I was watching him too much I guess because he finally made a joke like, maybe he was gone too long, you’re staring like I’m on your territory, remember it’s my house bud.
I think she didn’t like him vaping weed either because he loaded that up and was really going for it. Like he was doing everything he missed. All of a sudden he up and went to the shower, he was feeling good because he cranked some music and randomly singing with it. I took a guess that he would wind up in bed so I just went in there and started acting all half asleep. He came out, didn’t even really notice me, took a while to wind down but finally ended up in bed, lights out, phone out. I think he was texting all the other gfs saying he was available. A lot of chat but no invites over. Then I heard him breathing different and that’s how he gets before he stops just randomly playing with his dick and starts really getting serious about it.
I waited till I could hear he was going in his rhythm and then I kind of half rolled over and started jacking too. It took him a few but then I guess he knew I was there cause he angled his phone over so I could see a little. But I didn’t give a fuck about whatever he was jacking to, I was just watching his dick. But I moved closer acting like I wanted to see. I got right up next to him legs touching. And then I thought just go for it, I reached over and got my hand on his dick. He always leaks a lot and it gets mixed with the stuff he uses to jack off and its so slippery. He was just playing with the head of his dick and I was kind of moving my hand around the rest of it. He sounded like he was getting close, and I just all of a sudden bent down and licked his ballsack and the base of his cock.
He yelled OHH FUUUCK and shot. He was bucking a little and it kind of pushed me back off him, I couldn’t tell if he was trying to push me off his dick or not, he had both hands on his dick. He hit his chest and neck and chin. He kind of flopped back and he was panting. I didn’t know if he was going to be pissed at me or what. He wiped his chin and got a whole big string of jizz, he started laughing. He flicked a little at me and then he went back to the shower. He didn’t say anything about how I got my mouth on his balls or anything. I finished jacking when he was in the bathroom. He came back, kind of dived into bed and was snoring in five minutes.
I was out of the house most of today, and I think he spent a lot of today cleaning. He’s more into that than me. I came back and the box I had the fleshlight and dildo in, was out from under the bed and on the shelf on the bottom of the bed table on my side. There’s no cover on it or anything so he basically saw it
I kind of had a mini heart attack about it but then I guess he doesn’t automatically know I was using the dildo on myself and not somebody else.
Last night was the full moon, dad was pretty antsy all day and by night time he was definitely bouncing off the walls. Idk if it’s a real thing or not but he always gets that way around the full moon, he says he’s part wolf lol.
He didn’t get a yes on any hookups with his gfs so he went out for a night run, when he came back he was doing workout stuff, pushups and crunches. In the middle of crunches he said, ok what’s the deal with the box (I had a box with a fleshlight and a dildo under the bed that he found.) I said you know what that is, its a fleshlight. He said, yeah yeah not that, whos the dildo for. (Hes said before he would try a fleshlight, he just didnt see a reason to spend the $$ when he can jack off for free.)
I had a whole story ready to go about the dildo and a “friend” but then I thought fuck it, and I said well its mine. He said yeah but who were you using it on, or just waiting for a chance to use it or what?
I said no its for me to use on myself. Like, when you’re jacking it feels good when you hit this spot inside. He didn’t say anything, I was kind of tense because I didn’t know how he would react about it. I said ok you know how you make a million jokes about all the eating ass memes, it’s like that. Nerve endings back there, it feels good. He finished up his set and hes like, oh yeah but eating ass is different everybody likes that. He kind of stuck his tongue out sort of wolfish like flicking it around and I immediately started getting hard.
I was ready to start justifying it and hes like ok well I guess you know more than I thought you did, if it feels good then who gives a fuck right?
He kept going with his exercise and I said I needed to take a shower. I jacked off in the shower and came so fast. The way he was so kind of “who gives a shit” about it, that was so hot. And his tongue and his stubble. I forgot what it was like with him here every day.
I just went and got in bed and passed out. I woke up in the middle of the night and he was moving the way he does when he’s jacking off looking at his phone. I woke up right when I think he was cumming because then he was asleep pretty fast after that.
The last thing I posted was that my dad moved back in from semi-living with one of his gfs, and he found a box I had under the bed with a fleshlight and a dildo. He found a condom wrapper too from a time I had a guy over but he didn’t know the details on that.
Sometimes he will wait till I am right on the edge of falling asleep to ask me stuff. About a week ago right when I was almost out. he said, that thing actually feels good? (meaning the dildo) I was almost passed out, I said, yeah it does. He’s just playing on his phone, he says, doesn’t even look that big.
I think part of him knows he drives me crazy, he’ll say things like that and then just act like normal or like he never said it.
Coming up to Saturday he was pretty happy cause he’d been all pent up being back here. I think he had 2 of his gfs lined up, one for the afternoon and one at night, he was kind of annoying tbh because he wouldn’t stop talking about it. Then he ended coming back early, I think he said something dumb when he was at the first ones house and she figured it out. All the women he fucks around with put up with a lot from him but I guess this one wasn’t into it.
Anyway it sucked because I had that same guy from before going to come over but I had to cancel. I just worked out to get my mind off it but I was in a bad mood, watched a movie in bed and fell asleep. Woke up and heard the porn coming from the living room, he wasn’t even keeping it turned down low like he used to. I went out and dad was just jacking and edging and smoking.
He was in that kind of edgy crazy mood he gets so I didn’t want to break up his focus. Like the kind of mood where if you do something wrong he just stops everything and quits. So I come out and just stand there and watch what he’s watching. Then I act like I’m just focusing on the tv and I start playing with my dick through my sweats but not trying to get too obvious. But the whole time I’m just watching his hand on his dick, not the tv. I get my sweats down and I’m jacking too, trying to stay in his rhythm. This whole time he doesn’t even say anything or look at me or act like he even knows I’m there.
I’m kind of relaxing and getting into a rhythm, maybe I’ve been out there five minutes. He says, if that thing feels so good then why aren’t you using it? Doesn’t look at me, just kinda says that. He looks like he’s hypnotized all most, just watching the screen and real slow edging.
It’s funny but sometimes when he says stuff, I still go to do it automatically. Like it’s a “dad order” or something. It’s not like he was even telling me to do anything but it was like, a challenge kind of? I could have just gone back to the bedroom and stayed there but I went and got the box and brought it back out. He was still edging and looking at the screen and not at me. And he’s like, “okay so?” I think I turned really red, I could feel my skin kind of go prickly and heat up. But I got the thing out and squirted some lube on it. Don’t know how to explain it but it was really awkward but really hot too, I don’t know why. I just kind of got down on the floor halfway on my back, and I got the tip on my hole. I really really wanted to just look at him and his dick but I felt like now I had to really act like I was looking at the tv.
He kind of made this sound like, “hunh” kind of like, yeah I knew you weren’t going to do anything. And then that made me want to prove I could do it, I guess? I pushed it in, a little faster than I’m use to, but I wanted to act like I did this all the time and was some kind of expert. Doesn’t make any sense but that’s kind of what was in my brain.
It hurt a little going so fast and I made kind of a noise. He looked straight over at me and I felt that prickly feeling like I was turning red again. I went to try and push it in more, and I looked at him. He just glopped out these ropes of jizz over up onto his chest and his belly, looking at me. That made me cum too but like usual I had like 2 shots when he had 6 or 8. He had that smirk like “I win” and he just kept pulling on his dick, milking it and going back to the porn.
I had to pull it back out again. He was all into his porn and not looking at me. I went to the shower and got cleaned up. The shower was super steamy hot but I started shivering in the middle of it, I don’t know why. I tried jacking off but I couldn’t cum even though I was so hard. I fell asleep. He never came to bed. I slept really late and I thought he’d be up and around but he was still asleep on the couch. All his stuff was everywhere. The heat was turned way up, he was laying there naked and he looked hot as fuck.
I called my friend and we worked it out, if he picked me up right then we could do it. We had a fast fuck while he had his place alone for 1/2 hour and the whole time he was fucking me all I could think of was my dad.
Then last night it was like a totally normal night, sharing the bed and both of us looking at our phones till we fell asleep. It is really screwing with my head.